depressing day.

Exams didnt do as well as I hope I could. No time for my 2nd paper... didnt plan my revision well enough. Regret much.

Feel crap everyday in my workplace, there's a culture of incompetence.

Constantly felt that I haven try hard enough.

Today's the day I have my rare release of pent-up frustrations, and yet it has to rain. Now the rain has stopped but there's no one playing ball.

Emo, getting fat, felt despised, wasting my talent, wasting time, not being productive and seeing my dream self fade further and further away.

I wish 2 years quickly pass.

fuck.