Why does everyone complains about small issues in life?

In comparison I feel that being stuck in a pitch in life isnt that bad as facing a challange.

I've got so stressed up these days... I duno what to do at times, or simply forget some less important things..then I get into more shit for slipping things off my mind.

2 more years and I will be able to move with my mum to a new place to live - a normal life as compared to most of my peers.

If my application and dedication bear fruits then 3 more years and i will be able to achieve my degree - something which I have always believe that I can get , but failed to do so due to my family issues.

I no longer wish for anyone to understand my struggles my pain and the many influences behind my sometimes extreme decisions/mindsets. It is always always depressing when at times where I needed help the most.. I only have this blog to turn to. For pain cant be describe in words, hatred so strong that it cant be demostrated out.

I would have studied harder and signed on as a A lvl officer in the SAF given the chance in life again. Never to return to my home , sleeping in the camp.
I shall not lose focus of my long-term goal this time. I shall persist.

No Rest no Mercy , No matter what.